I am just…exhausted !

So…my boyfriend threw a WHOLE fit last night because I decided to broadcast on my phone. He knows I been broadcasting (nothing provocative ) wayyyyy before he got into my life and yet he doesn’t seem to get that. I am a people person and made thousands of little fans on it. I was pissed yesterday cause I had to shut my whole damn broadcast down just to appease HIM. Well, go figure…I do just that and he’s screaming how “You had all day to broadcast” and “when I get home it should be my time”! Meanwhile, when he first got home he told me he was tired and wanted to shower than go to bed. What am I suppose to do? Watch him sleep???! My phone seems to be such an issue for him. Like he’s JEALOUS of it! Wtf?? He says “I love my fans more than him” ALL THE DAMN TIME! Try’s to make me feel bad and then I’m off giving him his way ONCE AGAIN! Ladies….THIS SHIT IS IN THE WAY! I have no friends out here. I can’t go anywhere by myself without it being an issue, and him popping the fuck up where-ever I am! He actually had the audacity to pretty much say “I should only be talking to my coworkers” besides “people on my broadcast” or “at bars”! Yet he wonders why my family and friends can’t stand him! I really do love this man so much but I’m sooo tired of changing everything for him! It’s like my whole damn identity is gone! I don’t do the things I use to. He will find something to nag about, withhold finance’s so I can’t leave the apartment. I feel so damn trapped. He done busted my last phone, cause I was “more in love with my phone” than him. Busted my laptop the same damn night. (GOD THIS SOUNDS EVEN CRAZIER THAT I’M TYPING IT)

I know my post are mostly me bitching a lot but thanks ladies for listening anyway👌🏻☺️. I just needed to get that off my chest.