I week postpartum and have to find a job

I'm so stressed out right now and I hate to sound selfish.... I have 2 kids. A 4 year old and 1 week old and I have to find a job! I was gonna be a sahm like I was with my 4 year old but I can't now. 7 months ago my husband was driving and these TEENAGERS were in a black van and shooting. 2 cars were hit. My husband was one. He was shot in face and that caused him to crash into a car and another car hit him his side. It was so horrible. He was in the hospital a little over a month. He is able to walk although he wasn't before but he has a lot of damage to his head. He's in speech therapy because he has trouble talking and also can't walk correctly. He also now has issues wit seizures and sometimes after his seizures he becomes mentally a child. It's been so hard and stressful. He obviously can't work. We were able to get him on disability but 800 a month doesn't help a whole lot at all and we are almost through our savings because of hospital bills and paying for his therapies. And these people still haven't been caught! So many people got hurt! Not just my husband. I had a C-section a week ago! Now I'm have to find a job asap to take care of the family and daycare and someone to care for my husband! I just want to cry