Am I the only one ?? How do I go about it?

I’m married and have a child but sometimes I do wish I had the chance to play around with my sexuality before settling down.

When I was pregnant all I could think about was wanting to try it with a girl or have a “girl bestfriend” with benefits 🫣

And I love my husband and sex with him is amazing. Im very attracted to him but apart of me wants to have that experience with a girl, it seems like It would be really fun. I know he’s a very open guy and he probably would love the idea of a threesome but I want to be able to experience being with a girl before even considering a threesome. But how the hell do I go about it and tell him that ? Let alone where the hell could I find a someone willing to try it out with me when I barely leave the house since I’m a stay at home mom.