Divorce

I’m so ready to get divorced. My marriage is over. I’m not happy. Since having my daughter I cannot tolerate things I used to tolerate. I need a partner and I realize I don’t have that. I crave being alone. I crave a co patenting relationship with my husband. I’m ready. I’ve agreed to counseling.. but in my heart I don’t think I want to go. I know my family will say I’m stupid. My husband doesn’t beat me, doesn’t cheat, provides for me and our child.. but we’ve just grown apart over the years. There’s no spark, I don’t enjoy him anymore. I will always love him. But I’m not in love anymore. We’re existing together and I want more. There should be more I feel it. I know that there’s more to it. Someone who I can work out problems with, communicate with without fighting and feel absolutely comfortable just being myself with. Admitting it feels so freeing.