Idk what to do

It really bothers me that my boyfriend doesn’t like spending time with me anymore. My baby is due in June, approx 60 days give or take. He is 27, I am 32. This is both our first baby. However he seems more interested in ignoring me and spending all his extra time with other people. I don’t feel any happiness anymore. I have brought so much stuff to his house for the baby, which I need myself. Such as postpartum necessities, and stuff for the baby. I have also taken somethings away today. I’m trying not to be obvious about it because I don’t want him to notice and keep my things from me. Most of our relationship has been me being pregnant. Tbh, we both thought we couldn’t have kids and I know almost everyone says that but tbh, I’m 32, always wanted a family never thought it would happen with Pcos, irregular periods and such. He works, he stays gone practically all day, doesn’t communicate about anything. He leaves his phone behind so we can’t communicate at all. He works a relatively easy job and has a lot of freedom at it. I’ve expressed myself that he doesn’t communicate with me the way I need to be communicated with. He doesn’t have a set schedule so it varies. Sometimes he works for a couple hours, sometimes he’s gone 12 hours. He has a phone and could easily say hey baby it’s going to be a long day, so don’t worry I’m really busy. Instead I get left in this panic stage. Recently he expressed to me he wants to spend more time apart and with guys. I told him that he isn’t going to pin a newborn on me bc I do have epilepsy and I really need some support during the first few months when my body is adjusting to get on babies schedule. I am medicated for it, however it’s one of those things that can creep up on you. I just feel like he isn’t ready to be a dad and like I’ve wasted a ton of my time even trying to live with him. I’m not working right now. I do Doordash here and there to keep up on some bills but he also lives out in bfe with his family. He acts like he’s isolated and like his wants/needs are the only ones that matter. I’m trying to have a family and with him springing this upon me last minute is very stressful bc idk if he’s actually going to be around or not. I do know I need to go to his house one more time because I need the rest of my things. Things that can be replaced but with things being tight right now, I can’t afford to replace everything. I have always wanted to be a mom but I feel like it’s only about him. He refuses to give up on the relationship, but I think it’s for the best and tbh, I’m going to go back to work and wanna do things on my own but I’m forever a mom and will always have a baby with me at this point.