Sharing miscarriages with family?

I want to talk about my miscarriage on my YouTube channel & be able to talk openly about it with family & friends but because of my age at the times I would be judged by family I’m sure…. I’m mostly worried about my mom. My 1st one I tried to tell her about and she blew me off & told me that was stupid & never happened. I feel trapped & secretive & I hate it. There’s so much my family doesn’t know because of judgement.

Age- found out, Lost baby💔

14- Wednesday dec. 6th 2017, Tuesday dec. 19th 2017

17-Friday March 20th 2020, Sunday March 22nd 2020

18- Thursday may 6th 2021, Sunday may 9th 2021 (Mother’s Day)

18- Monday July 19th 2021, Friday July 23rd 2021