I am broken

26th of April was the most amazing day ! I took a test that came out very positive, mr and hubby got super happy ! We were waiting for this for a long time 🥰 our beautiful baby was on its way, after six months on and off trying

Yesterday we went for our first scan at 5+5 and we saw nothing, no sac, no embryo, no nothing, just thickening line of the uterus that’s preparing for pregnancy, I was sent for hCG, which came out 68.1, I got worried.

Today at 5+6 I started spitting and then bleeding and I got period like cramps and pain in my lower back, I spoke with ER and my doctor but nothing can be done…

My baby is going away and I can do nothing to save it, I am devastated so is my husband….

Fly high my angel 👼 watch over me and your

daddy, you are so loved and you will always be… 😭💔

My heart is broken on million pieces and I don’t know how to co-op with this or get it together… please share with me how you went trough this, please give me some advice, please tell me some success stories, please give me hope … 😭 my tears can’t even go out at this point ….