Am I wrong being so sad on Mother’s Day? Am I wrong being incredibly happy for my friends and family but equally as jealous because they have the one thing that I want. I should be 5 months pregnant right now with my blessing. I should be able to celebrate the day just like everyone else and I just can’t help but feel inferior to those who do have their children. I just wish things could be different than what they are. I don’t deserve to feel this empty inside. I feel like a part of me is missing and it won’t ever come back. I’ve been told that since I don’t have children that I am not a mother but I disagree. I carried my child, although my pregnancy ended early I did it and I love my child to this day although they are not here. I would’ve been such an amazing mom. Why does life have to been so unfair. Will it ever get any better?