I just feel like a hot mess all the time 😭

I am so damn frustrated. I can never get anything done. I’m always late everywhere. I’m scatter brained constantly. My kids aren’t sleeping well so I’m running on no sleep. Chores are behind. House is a mess. I can never get these kids out of the house on time for anything especially if I try to make myself look presentable. My youngest is crying all day long because molars are coming in. I’m sick of feeling like a hot fucking mess 24/7. I’m tired and I can’t think straight and even when I go into the day motivated to catch up my son ends up crying all day and it just feels impossible. My husband is maxed out at work so I don’t feel like he can even take anything more on than he’s already doing. I wanna lose 10 lbs but I feel like I don’t even have the brain capacity to plan meals for myself. Just, UGH 😤 venting I guess. I know this will pass but I’m a generally organized person and I just feel so defeated ALL the time.