Annoyed

Okay so now I'm annoyed. This is my second month on clomid. I have pcos.

I just finished my "fertile window". I don't even think I should call it that because this is the second time I've had this bs happen.

So I use the Clearblie digital ov tests. With the smiley faces and all. I think I accurately get the days when it's been negative and just a circle. Then it turns into the blinking smiley which, cool, that's the high days.... BUT THIS IS THE SECOND MONTH I've had NO standard smiley which tells me I haven't actually had my ov peak day.

My dr doesn't want me to do the clomid a third time, he prefers to not waste my own time and just to go see the specialist.... but there's a few options I could do. He could up the dosage on clomid apparently and I could try another month. Or if I go for the specialist my appt isn't until august 1st.

He told me that they would prolly look into iui which I realllllly don't want to do. I mentally want to be happy knowing I was able to do it physically natural.

Help! Why am I getting so many blinking smiley days and have yet to have just a smiley!? 😭