I give up.

I’m done trying. It’s too hard. The second I think I might actually need to buy a pregnancy test, AF comes throwing her ugly head in.

I haven’t been tracking anything for years. I’ve tried bbt (did confirm ovulation). I tried OPKs alongside of that, as well, or on its own. I’ve tracked CM.

I’m done tracking. I’m done trying. I need to accept this is just how my life is meant to be. Maybe financially we will be able to adopt someday. But I don’t see that being an option anytime soon.

I’m throwing in the towel. It’s just too much. It’s been long enough.