What should I do?

So I grew up in this church. I never really had anyone to hangout with other than my cousin. When I was around 14, I stopped going because I felt like I had no one there.

I’m 25 and I recently went back to church 5 year ago. I basically only go to the church I grew up in for my mom. My moms church/the church I grew up in is about 40 miles from where I live.

The church I go to is only 20 mins from my house. The church I go to now is so welcoming. They actually talk to me 😮

I just started going to this church, who knows maybe things will change and they won’t talk to me anymore. I just don’t know how to feel about people actually talking to me. Actually being invited to places with the church.

I go to my moms church every Sunday night and my church Sunday morning because they don’t do church Sunday night and then every time there is revival I go to my moms church and my church. They have revival every 3 Friday and my church every 2 Friday so It worlds out.

Sometimes the church I go to now comes to my moms church…. I found out threw pictures that the pastors wife invited them to eat. It upset me big time! It’s not because I have three kids because there’s people there that has kids too.

It also upsets me that people that didn’t grow up in that church gets invited to youth retreat and so much more…

I wanted to go because of my kids, not myself, but it will still feel nice getting invited

The people (young ones) around my age don’t even talk to me. Like every since I started going there again . One of them bakes cakes and charges a arm and leg. I bought one last year for my son, hoping it’ll get us talking — but nope. I was thinking about buying a cake from her this year but it has me thinking… she’s the pastors daughter but she acts too good to talk to people. Should I waste my time/money buying a cake? 🫡

Maybe I’m overthinking everything.? It just feels nice to actually feel wanted at my new church, where I don’t feel wanted at the church I grew up in. My mom was telling me she felt the same way. That she just goes, but she doesn’t actually feel wanted and that only one person talks to her… and she questions herself.. like what did she do wrong? Y’all my momma even feels this way! 😥