PLEASE REASSURE ME

Please don’t judge me - I have a really bad fear of pregnancy (tokophobia) so I obsessively take tests. Obviously this looks negative, but my brain saw the faintest line I couldn’t get with my camera but my friend said it’s an evaporation line and took this contrast photo. Whenever I have sex with my partner, we use condoms and I take my pill everyday. I also test the condoms with water at the end. I’m very paranoid and avoid pregnancy like a crazy person. Please just reassure me. I also took a digital one this morning. I know this is probably obnoxious and irrational but yeah…