I can’t seem to leave

I have been beaten by my husband for the last 2 years and I’m just tired. I try to leave but end up getting shot at and stalk no matter what I can’t find the resources and it just feel like it’s better to stay. I don’t seem like I’m doing anything right to please or make this guy happy anymore. It’s literally walking on eggshells. All I ask is some prayers and guidance. Thanks for letting me vent.