I see others with their belly and touching it. Will I ever get the chance to grow a baby to the point I will have a beautiful round belly to hold. These doctors appointments are getting tiring. Ultrasounds after ultrasounds trying to track my cycle to try to conceive natural because I can not afford it. I wish my baby would had survived I would had been holding her. She would had been 6 months now. My miscarriage date is coming up this month on the 27Th. It’s just sad my dream to become a mom is far away and everyone around me is having babies left and right. What about me? When will it be my turn?