Ugh :(

I’m 30 weeks and completely at a loss, I failed my first glucose test (168), I tried to take the 3 hour and within 5 minutes I threw it all up, I’m having to retake it this week but my dr said in the meantime to eat like I have gestational diabetes, my baby is 3 LB 10 OZ.

I have hyperemesis gravidarum, terrible severe heartburn and no appetite lately and meat absolutely grosses me out. I can’t eat anything within the restricted diet and keep it down, and I only take a couple of bites. I already feel like I’m failing as a mama. Has anyone else gone through something like this? Even protein shakes have me literally gagging after the 2nd sip