Gestational diabetes

So this is my third pregnancy and also the third time I’ve had gestational diabetes. The only difference is this time they are putting me on insulin. I’m only 13 weeks they tested me early because I have a history of it. They say that it usually gets worse with every pregnancy. My first was diet controlled. My second oral medication, and with this one insulin. I don’t really know why I’m posting about it I guess I just need to vent and let it out because I’m in my feelings about it. Anyways if you have experienced this I would like to know your thoughts and how it was for you. Thanks for taking the time to read.