We've been sick taking turns here at home for more than 1,5 month now. I'm 35 weeks pregnant and I just don't have the mental or physical energy to keep carrying on. I'm so exhausted at this point and the other day it got worse again after I was starting to feel better.

So I went to the doctor to get checked for a sinus infection before the weekend. While my numbers are high, it's apperently not so high they'll give me antibiotics for it. And I can basically not take anything to help with either the nose or my cough as well.

I was told to fucking come back, if it lasts another week. I'VE BEEN SICK FOR ALMOST TWO WEEKS ALREADY FFS!

So now I'm just here in my living room in the middle of the night coughing my lungs up while I hope I'll magically feel better tomorrow. After a night of coughing and not sleeping of course. And I'm already using a nasal spray I shouldn't really use, because without it I'll literally, throw up whenever I cough.

I'm supposed to rest and gain energy for birth, but instead I'm just sick. I'm tired, I'm hurting and I'm losing weight. I'm so done 😭

Edit: I'm not in the US. Most of our products here are deemed unsafe due to lack of testing or potential risks. Benadryl is pills for for allergies so not sure why that would help.