36 weeks exactly

I’m 36 weeks exactly today and I have my high risk appointment today due to me having severe preeclampsia with my first two pregnancies and some abnormalities with my placenta. This is the furthest I’ve made it in pregnancy, my first was born 34 weeks and second was 29 weeks. I was able to get both steroid shots last Wednesday and Thursday. I’m just so nervous that something is going to go wrong today and they’re going to want to deliver her. I’m hoping if that did happen we’re to the point where we can avoid the NICU all together. Sorry I just needed to nervous rant. 😅