Bad friend or ungreatful

Hello guys , I'm writing this because I have no one to vent to at the moment ..

I have a friend since middle school now we're 28-30 .. we stopped being friends at the age of 23 I believe .. young minded nd simply Juss adolescents..

Fast forward she reached out nd I invited her down .. she lives in Vegas I live in Texas. I sent her more then half of the money to get down here .

We discussed how things would go. I invited her down on the simple fact she got offered a new job which calls for her to study for a exam . Via learning airports ect.

I live alone, two bedroom with my small jack Russell terrier. I have no kids. I'm also brand new in this state, via Texas. Nd I have ovarian cancer.

I work overnight nd have school online. I told her it would be nice for her to come out here nd have some alone time as my house is quiet and I also have an office which is my second bedroom .

She missed her flight which means my plans on picking her up at a certain time to head to work shortly after were ruined because she decided to go to the airport 1 hrs before boarding time which now she was coming in at the time I had to be at work.. I left my door unlock so she can Uber home to my house.

She complained the entire time , she had no money , she used all her money for Uber, I had a little money until Friday payday so I sent her my last 20 bucks I had available to burn. Savings for rent nd groceries ect . She complained about most having cigarettes mind you guys it's 11-12 midnight . Complains about the Uber guy not wanting to take her through a drive through Albright there's Covid, it's lasts and also new variants , monkey pocs !!

I got off work at 6:30 made it home by 7:12 I stayed up for a bit to catch up with her nd just hang out, she would try to deprive me of sleep , knowing I just got off work nd I'm not gunna stay up past 4 hrs of me being home. The whole entire time we were in my car she was taking over my music which I hated her taste in music really raunchy nd not a variety of good music what so ever .

She complained about me sleeping for 4 hrs she would Uber eats herself food , she would not have regards of my house far as leaving trash any kind of way -her trash not being in the trash all the way .. I have a step on trash , you step on the paddle to open .. the trash was just left open with trash hanging out .

We get up the following morning which was after my nap of course .. she asked to go to the bank, she pulls out 150 dollars . Which is her money cool but how come when I sent my last money she diddnt say "I have money ," or anything else ..

We went to buy out happy lettuce which she spent 20 I spent 20 he gave me an extra 20 for my birthday .

She gave me 18 dollars for gas of a total 4 days she was here . She gave me 18 dollars of gas which I diddnt complain but what made me upset was I told her I diddnt want to go to the comedy club she said she gotten rsvp for both of us -she never sent me the deeds. I explained that isddnt want to go to Dallas at7pm because I'm drinking nd driving which isn't safe but I'm drinking at the moment nd diddnt think it would be a logical idea for me to drink from 7 till we decided to go out party nd potentially drink more which again IM THE DRIVER.

We hung out with my older friend which he's definitely a funny guy nd being in the south or just general, you have to basically be build to last, or you will be picked on . Guys being guys ..

She judged my friends she judged how I parked in front of the grocery store with my hazard on because I went into grab a bag of chips .. in and out .. again I do have health issues so sometimes parking far is a little too stimulating for me.

The same night I said okay it 9 something let's start going out via 7st then we'll hit Dallas. She started talking a bunch of shit dude to the point I politely turned my gps off nd went home .

I went to my room to smoke nd I told her that I'm gunna smoke this one alone, she literally started raising her voice , she said we had got that together which we did get it together but this is the happy lettuce I got extra mind you we have been went through our happy lettuce , we went through my friends happy lettuce...she sort of forced her way to smoke my lettuce .. I told her like hey my guy friend is gunna stop by to drop some off her response was like you diddnt even say he was coming as if this is not my place of home and or she was in small expose clothing.

She made it clear that she diddnt have fun. She came out here for a turn up nd a experience instead of me , I explained to her very nicely again, because she was pushing for a fight .. I told her that I'm not gunna argue with her in my own house nd I meant that ! I'm not .

I made breakfast for both of us. I went in my room to eat because I'm Juss overwhelmed. As I took her to the airport she literally told me to just pull over she'll figure the rest out which is foul asfk because she could have taken herself there in the first place . I get home to find she through my breakfast I made for her away .

I'm Juss shocked how people never change , never grow. I'm not the young party girl anymore . I graduated college , I'm in school now for something else.

Plus homegirl was talking shit on the phone in my house !! I wanted her out really bad. I tried I really did.