Thoughts?

Has anyone else ever felt like your partner is getting tired of you?

Hasn’t wanted to go to dinners because of work, barely takes me anywhere anymore, isolates himself to the video game room when he gets home, doesn’t like to hug or kiss in public anymore, gets mad if I request junk food (while on my period), generally acts like I’m just a roommate until he wants sex. He never just cuddles me or lives on me, it always ends in him wanting sex and then pouting if I say no. We’ve been together almost 5 years and he hasn’t popped the question yet. I feel very discouraged. Most people say talk to him but he gets angry if I “accuse” him of being some type of way.

Today was my day off and when he got home I asked if he wanted to go to dinner since I got paid today. He said “no I’m going over to my bosses house, but we can go to lunch tomorrow” knowing damn well I work tomorrow and stay. Apparently he has to house sit next week. Which I think is weird like why does your boss want you to house sit? A random employee. Not family? Weird.

But overall I feel like he’s tired of me. I’m not as skinny or as beautiful as I was when we met thanks to 2 pregnancy losses and changing hormones. I feel like I’m just simply not it. I feel like we’re at a standstill. We both have full time jobs and don’t spend allot of time with each other anymore. I just want to bond again. Feel like I’m worth something more than just sex. I used to feel like he was proud to show me off and have me by his side. I wish I was enough. What can I do?