Pregnant 12 times at 23 only have two children alive

I'm feeling so alone. I don't know anyone else my age that has had 9 miscarriages let alone anyone who's had this many. My mom only had one before me and her mom also only had one with my fathers side having none. 12 times with only 3 live births, losing one of those to SIDS. This last miscarriage has been especially difficult emotionally for me. It's now my fourth in a row and it's due date was my angel baby's birthday.. it feels like I lost him all over again.. I feel so alone in this battle to grow our family.. when I went to the dr this last time I was told im 1%.. hearing that has only made me feel more alone.. im hoping I can see im not the only person who's had this struggle and if any of you have any information on how to possibly go about seeking answers or what yours were to the reason for the struggle.