It’s Long But I’m In Need of Serious Advice 🥺

My mom wasn’t there for half of my life and I resented her for it because I was the only kid out of her 4 who didn’t have her in their life early on. I moved in with her when I was 16 and she was very unstable, we got evicted so many times. She ends up putting an apartment in my name when I was 19 and just decides not to pay rent iguess, she racked up $12,000. She told me she would pay it back but she lied because she told the rental office I caught covid and passed away. She starts renting a house for $2300 which was way out of her price range so she asks for $300 rent and $100 from both me and my sister for electric and i tell her i don’t think it’s fair for me to pay anything because money needs to be going towards that $12,000 and she kicks me out saying i’m not staying there for free and using up electricity for free and what not but come to find out the electric was in MY name so I cut it off. I moved back and she never mentioned her paying off the debt she put on my credit (cable, electric, credit card, AND the apartment) I ended up moving back out because mentally I couldn’t take it. Fast forward to now, im pregnant with my first child (I never told her so i’m still not sure how she knows) she kept blowing my phone up and I just would not talk to her but then she started giving me money basically trying to buy my love and i felt guilty accepting but not talking to her but what sent me over the edge was she ordered my baby 2 baby baths and I let her know she accidentally order two and this lady says “Oh no I ordered one for my house” like excuse me????? I haven’t even gotten to the point where I even want to introduce my baby to her let alone let her stay over there long enough where she has to take a bath and she smokes. I need advice so bad because it’s been eating me alive.