I have no job, I’m 5 months pregnant, n i want to leave

I have no family. All my friends are networked with him through his work. I want to leave. The way he talks to me is so shit. I am trying to do this tech course online. If I leave, I have no support to help when the baby comes. If I stay, I can be with him full-time like I am now. He can keep everything, I just want to be away from him n how toxic he is verbally and emotionally. I don’t want our future son to be around that.

The only thing I can think of is rushing this course as fast as I can and try to apply to full-time remote jobs and try n save to get a place somewhere else. That way I can still be at home with him and try to balance it.

We have 2 dogs together that we kind of each have. I don’t want to leave one of them, but I will if it means for my son.

He won’t change, things seem to get better but he always snaps in someway when he’s angry or stressed. N I don’t want to be around it anymore. I’m starting to dislike him.

He’s never physical to me, he doesn’t drink or so drugs, he’s high functioning autistic. I know that doesn’t excuse him for his verbal behavior but i think I reached the end of my rope with how he makes me feel.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

He makes it seem like I’m the bad guy all the time for not understanding how much he does and that I don’t do anything to help.

I don’t know how I would survive out in the world with a future newborn by myself.

We are married, n everything feels so legally bound these days.