in disbelief ..

Amanda

i found out the day after my bday in vegas that i was pregnant. my husband and i were trying for monthssss and i was over the moon then i started spotting a week later .. i went to the er to be safe and they said everything was great i was early so nothing was seen on the ultrasound she said my levels were where they should be my cervix was closed and there wasn't any blood and everything was fine i felt relief and excitement i followed up with my OB the next day and he came in the room and told me it seems like i'm miscarrying (with out any sort of compassion ) my levels were lower then what it should of been . i felt like i couldn't breath i wanted this so bad 😔 i know it was early but i've been heart broken i can't stop crying i feel angry is this normal ? does it get better ?