Pregnancy after loss anxiety 😓

I’m really struggling this week. I lost my first baby at 8 weeks via missed miscarriage, went into our ultrasound and found we had no heartbeat.

Fast forward two years later and two IVF transfers later I’m finally pregnant again. Everything seems to be going well but on Tuesday my baby measured 5 days behind and my progesterone had gone down a little. My doctors were not worried and baby had a strong apparent heartbeat but I can’t shake the anxiety I have from my last trauma.

I’m 7 weeks now and as we creep closer to the 8 week mark I feel my self having anxiety attacks and over analyzing everything.

I hate that I’m having trouble enjoying this pregnancy because of miscarriage ptsd.

I’m so afraid of it happening again 😭