After math of wedding

Hello I just need to vent so we just got married on august 21 and we first started the journey My husband and I wanted to elope but by me being my mother only living child because my brother passed and she didn’t get the opportunity to see walk down the aisle we decided to have a wedding and my family is huge so we started to fo head counts but than the market on hosing interest was wonderful so we stopped planning that wedding and purchased a home 🏡. A month later we started to plan the wedding but after visiting so many venues the prices were astronomical so the 250 ppl became 50 quick 25 his side and 25 my side so that put us in a bind which meant we could only invite immediate family so that meant I couldn’t invite friends but for me I’m so emotional it was hard to tell people that they could come to the wedding so my husband and I decide after wedding we would have a cookout so we got married and now for me there are so many family and friends that are mad 😡 at me not speaking to me and my husband didn’t invite a lot of people and no one seems to be upset with him. I’ve apologized and express to family and friends it was hard to tell them because I didn’t wAnt to hurt no one’s feeling sometimes I feel I should have eloped that way I wouldn’t have to go through this. I understand they wanted to come and support but at the end we could couldn’t afford it with purchasing a home within 8 months of each other and we have no debt from wedding. What should I do now.