Sickness rant

I’m 16+1 and threw up my snack AND my lunch. I thought I’d be in the glowy stage of pregnancy by now and instead I’m a pimply, bloated, nauseous gremlin who is still throwing up 😭😭😭 also I’m emotional as hell every time it happens, because how can this be good for the baby? I’m still below my prepregnancy weight and I don’t know if this is a bad thing or not. I just need to rant, because I had a couple of good days and then this happens. Just when I think I’m out of the woods it comes back 😩 i have an appointment on Friday so I’ll get some answers then, but in the meantime I’ll just share my feelings with other pregnant ladies on the internet 💓