I hate the way my life has turned out…and I’m only 25.

I hate the decisions I made to lead me here.

I hate that I didn’t go to school, work hard and go to University/college. I hate that I had kids straight out of school instead of becoming a nurse and/or living life and travelling. I hate that I never went to a single party or night club. I hate that I had kids at a young age (yes, I LOVE my kids, but I wish I had have succeeded in other areas first!) I hate that I let myself go to shit (hair, face, weight, etc.) I hate that I continued on with a relationship that is going nowhere and that I didn’t wait for the love I deserve.

I’m drowning and I don’t know how to get above the surface. 😞