Finally going to confront him…

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 5 years. Over the last 2 years, pretty much since we moved in together, our sex life has disappeared. It started by him turning me down over and over again or getting to drunk and passing out before I got in bed. One day I got so frustrated, I told myself I wasn’t going to initiate until he did, so that he didn’t feel pressured… well, it’s now been 10 months since we had sex!!! At this point I don’t even know how to feel.. I’ve been avoiding bringing it up to him. I’m honestly not even sure why. I guess I’m afraid what the answer might be? Anyways. I’ve decided I’m finally going to bring it up and confront him.. going to ask him why he hasn’t even tried to touch me in almost a year… I’m so nervous.