When you want to get pregnant but don't want to get pregnant

Marie

I am a newly married 33 year old and I do want to experience pregnancy however I want to accomplish a few goals. My husband is excited for us to get pregnant and he wants it badly but I have communicated to him that we should wait a few more months. Deep down I am hopeful that we do conceive but every month that I receive my period I sigh a big sigh of relief (please don't hate me anyone trying to conceive). I do want a baby but is it too much to wait 3 months? I hope this resonates with someone