Need to vent 😕

My cars been broken almost two months. It went to the shop a few times but not worth the money to fix. I’m SAHM and been looking for new cars but it’s hard when you’re stuck at home all day and can only look online. Mine n my husbands relationship has been rocky but he’s the one who works so it has to go off his income. He’s been so bitter toward the whole thing. He has a work truck n is gone a lot. He can’t even stay home one full day. I’ve been going stir crazy. I’ve missed out on my favorite season and doing things with my baby. I can’t even visit grandmas and they don’t drive. Most days he’s home after dinner time and I have to make sure our son does homework, eats, bathtime etc so I can’t really leave even when he does get home. We haven’t had sex in 4 months and he told me if I gave him more attention he’d help me get a car. He seriously ruins everything. He ruins anything exciting. It should be happy looking for a new family car but it’s not. I filled out some papers and we got pre approved for a loan. They called him today, he didn’t even tell me! 😑😞😒