I feel like I like him he likes me too. We talked briefly. But have lots of signs of mutual crushing. I fear anticipating that I’m wanting something to happen that would never.

I feel I can’t like him it’s wrong. Lots of differences but equally similarity. I had felt like I had crush or I loved him since I was 10 years old. Surgeons can have charming personalities. He is my cousins cousin so I am not related to him. Seen him when he is on break over to his parents in Melbourne for weddings including his brothers and other events when he visited. I am at there usually coz my Aunty is his fathers brothers wife our family’s are close.

He is around 33. A surgeon currently researching in London. Higher social class. Recently got out of 5 year relationship it has been 2-3 years. Didn’t work coz she didn’t want to leave her country and come to Melbourne with him for a few years. She was from Norway. He is more intelligent and 1’7 tall. He drinks and has history of family that drink except his mother so his uncles and aunts from mothers side only all his siblings do too. He seems like he can contain it well. Has some signs of early alcoholism and heavy drinking.

I’m 23 years old. Student figuring out what she wants to do next, i studied Bach health science at uni. Currently working in small fast food business in Melbourne started part time now half day most of the week. From a middle class family. From conservative and traditional family grown up a bit westernised but. I’m 1’5 tall.

Commonalities: possibly mutual liking crush, educated family, same afg culture background, both spend lots like good food, clothes and travel.

I don’t think he is ready for relationship. Not sure how he feels had no courage to find out. Had heaps of signs he wanted to get to know me. Which didn’t work out. Waited to let him do just what he wants if he wants her he can have without me in way. I wasn’t going to get in way. I wouldn’t want to be with someone that didn’t want to be with me ever just because ie. his parents prefer afg over a western girl stuff. In his family the guys usually marry westerner it’s nothing new however his older brother listened married Turkish but Muslim.

I’m bold brave and adventurous a bit mature for my age been attracted to older men. Exploring my likes and discovering my type has been hard as all so different..

He has picture of just himself on holiday shirtless on fb before it was of her and him in hotsprings. Seemed heart broken before him in suit while drinking alone. Broke up in 2019. But looks like he could get back together after initially pretending like he is fine and Over it. I can relate to him coz I got out of a serious crush possibly a catfish while I was the one not ready to commit. But I feel like isn’t completely over her may get back together. Or may not.

I have no luck in relationships or even crushes. How ever am I going to find the real one?