I grew up thinking sex is bad. Now I met a man..

I grew up being told sex is bad, being turned on is bad.

I still dated and always still felt this shame so I hid my sexual side quite a bit.

Recently Ive been seeing a man and oh my god… everything about him turns me on and I just want to have sex all the time!!🙈 never felt like this before… the emotional/mental part is there strongly too which I have experienced before too, but the sexual part is JUST AS strong for once too! And he feels the same way ofc haha

Is this… wrong?😅 for me to want him to do the nastiest things to me LOL and constantly be thinking about it/turned on by him? Our chemistry is amazing but I cant help but feel like a “bad girl” for thinking this way…