first abortion

i have no desire to keep. can someone please make me feel better about my decision, my first baby i just had is 3 months and i found out today i’m pregnant so i’m about 6 weeks since my last period was sept 8. i have an over the phone consultation monday to schedule an in person appointment for an abortion and I’m hoping i’m able to get one even tho i can’t afford it. this happened so quickly but i live w my boyfriends parents in a small house and can barely afford one baby so i know it’s the best thing for us. share you experiences no judgement thank you.