Wanting A Baby So Bad

I Remember Earlier This Year I Wanted Another Baby So Bad After Losing My Babygirl I Just Didn’t Happen As Quickly As It Usually Does So I Became Disheartened.. it just Wasn’t Happening For Me And My Man, It Finally Got To The Point I No Longer Cared Because I Know Everything Happens In Due Time… I No Longer Wanted Another Baby After The Fact My Dad Told Me He Had Cancer.. I Became Angry And Really Sad At Everything and lost hope because I felt like “damn this is really happening to me” I lost my baby at 38 weeks my dad was actively dying and I probably can never have another kid is all I kept thinking, my father passed away last Monday and I he kept trying to tell me something but never got the chance to say it and I think he was trying to tell me IM PREGNANT 🤰🏾 he always knew I was pregnant with all my kids before I ever took a test. I’m just so sad he’s not here anymore him dying kinda took my focus of grief off my daughters death but then finding out we’re expecting again is just omg I can’t believe this. I’m happy im really overwhelmed I literally just told myself “ I’ll make it to the end of this year with no baby” and boom another baby 😩❤️ I hope this can give a sense to those wanting a baby so badly.. there’s still hope just let time do it’s thing, your body is enough! You are enough!❤️