Help me feel better 😅😭

I had my daughter almost three years ago. I had NO IDEA I was in labor with her at 37+5. I'm due to be induced Tuesday night and I'll be 38+6 that day. I have zero clue if I'll even make it till then. But I have no idea what I'm even looking for in labor. I've had Braxton Hicks since 15 weeks just like with my daughter. He moves a bunch. I have some on and off period cramping and back aches. Monday I was only 1cm dilated and still thick. My discharge has definitely picked up. I tested positive for GBS so need to have my antibiotics preferably before my water breaks. Today I broke down while making dinner and couldn't stop crying from being so anxious about everything. I just don't know how to help myself here. 😭😭