Divorce

Hey ladies I’m going through alot and just need to vent and get advice etc…

I’ve been married a little over a year. I got pregnant last year and he proposed..,he was helpful during my pregnancy as he should be. Our issue is money, he lies about income and where he works. He hasn’t received a check in 3 months.. yet he’s been “going to work” so for three months I’ve had to borrow money for outside sources for help whenever my check don’t cover everything and he’s been borrowing money from family as well. I’m just over it and he won’t tell the truth. He lie so much to the point he’s claiming hours he didn’t work for according to the staffing agency when I called they said he’s not employed there. Im not getting consistent financial help from him as a man it’s always him borrowing money and I don’t let him door dash with my car because my car isn’t in good condition. We owe the apartment $2000 due to not paying rent. The money his dad gave him $750 went towards this new apartment we’re in.. we moved to a 2bed for our son. He recently found a new job so we’ll see how that goes.. today he gets his first check. He’s a present active dad as he should be but I’m not feeling this marriage. I’m stressed. But I know i don’t have help so I just feel stuck. He’s with our baby while i work and when i get off i take over so he can work. We work opposite schedules. I’m just so angry and I’m beating myself up I just wish i never said yes to his ass knowing he was financially stable. But I didn’t want to be a single mom but I might as well be than to deal with a man child. I appreciate him giving me a break on weekends allowing me to do what i want without having to worry about rushing back and stuff I appreciate him cooking and cleaning around the house but that’s not enough he’s supposed to do that. i NEED MONEY. What do i do???