Just felt good about this and wanted to post lol

So my fiance of 4 months and I were getting it on a couple of nights ago, I'm a victim of SA, so sometimes little things trigger me to freak out and cry. My fiance wanted to pin my arms above my head and the second he grabbed my wrists and pinned them where i, of course, couldnt touch him, I freaked out and started to cry. Feeling unable to touch him scared me, it was something i hadnt felt before. This man didn't miss a beat immediately asking if I was ok, letting me go, reassuring me that it was just him, and he loved me. It was just another moment that showed me he is the one I wanna be with forever!