How to heal?

Hoor ❤️🌺

I was really trying to ease myself after TTC 2nd time that “Not pregnant” result is simply “OK” “WHATEVER RESULT SAYS, its gonna be fine” “If not this month MAYBE Next month”….. and then I got “POSITIVES” “PREGNANT”…

Just yesterday bled to death. Pain all over. Washed away my happiness and my Beloved baby 💔💔💔💔💔💔

My heart is shattered into pieces.