I'm a stay at home mom, and it's taking a toll on me. I'm not asking for hand outs just trying things out. I want to spoil myself but it's so hard being a full time mom. I survived domestic violence 2 years ago and I am also a recovering addict, I'm a year and a half clean! I spoil everyone in my house hold, but who spoils me? I want to lose weight as I struggle with body image. I'm working on getting my high school diploma and becoming a recovery coach! I want my story to change lives. ❤️ I just need a sign to keep doing what I'm doing. I want to feel like I'm doing a good job! This is my second time being a mother. I lose my other kids back in 2017 to the state, so I'm trying so hard to stay afloat! It's hard, and sometimes you forget who you are.