Scared to be a mom

I'm 22 weeks and I'm having a full on panic attack.

I'm so scared to be a mom. I see on the news all of these moms that hurt their babies - I get scared ill get frustrated or go crazy from postpartum and hurt her. I don't feel like these fears are normal, and I feel like I can't trust myself.

I'm scared of my whole life changing. I've never had this much responsibility before. I'm scared of failing her. I'm just having a panic attack about it at this point.

Before anyone tells me I need help, I am seeing a counselor and my doctor is aware of my anxiety. Tonight it's just worse than normal. Idk. I just needed to get this out.

Please be gentle.