I’m have a scheduled C-section next week. I found out my husband is still having an affair. It’s not the first time. This is like the 2nd female that I know of within the last 3 months. He begs for forgiveness just to hurt me repeatedly. Our sex life stopped weeks ago. He said that he found sex with me gross and boring bc of the pregnancy. This really hurt when I saw all the explicit things he discussed doing to someone else. I kicked his ass out the house last night and I plan on filing for divorce. I just never pictured myself being a divorced mother of 3. Finances are also heavy on my mind. He felt like I needed him and wouldn’t leave him. I’m so heartbroken 💔