Confused maybe?

Over the summer I found myself liking this girl but it didn’t go anywhere. We would flirt at work but she quit and I never saw her again but I still didn’t find myself trying to just look for a girl. I don’t look for boys either because I like being alone. later, my friend introduced me to her friend and I thought her friend was cute but I kept it to myself. I confessed to my friend because we all started hanging out more and I really thought her friend was cute and I like the way she carried herself. I told my friend to put me on and she turned me down lol. Well she said she just got out of something and isn’t ready. So I kept my distance but we all still hung out. One of my other friends so happened to ask her what was the real reason and she told her that I had never been with a girl and she didn’t want it to be awkward if things went wrong since we’re all in the same friend group. So that made me feel a little better. Sometimes it’s awkward between us. But lately, I’ve been really attracted to girls. Idk how to approach people honestly. Just a vent session 😭