Awwwww

I’m not very fit. Like if I had time/resources to exercise frequently, i could be really conventionally attractive. I’m a lil overweight, not quite there medically, but still big enough that bikinis frighten me. I’ve always been jealous of girls who are pudgy in a cute way because I feel curvy in all the wrong places(except my massive tits but that felt like all I had going). A handful of people have liked me but every time it felt like a glitch in the system. But I’m super high right now and I saw myself in the mirror for a sec and I see it. There’s nothing wrong about the way I look. Im pudgy in a cute way. Because most girls I see who have similar body types to me are really cute and I’m not an outlier. It’s just in my head. I’m fuckin adorable.