10wks/ pregnancy loss not in holiday spirit

I was told I was having a threatened miscarriage and I stared to bleed yesterday by the evening this came.! Idk how to feel right now I’m lost for words and have no reason to get up. yet I pushed myself this morning to make two pans of lasagna for my husband and his son to take with them where ever he chooses to go today.

I was upfront and told him that I’m not going out today I need to rest and take it easy. He has been insensitive and left me alone all day yesterday from 2-midnight with his son who is three knowing I needed rest. I just pray he lets me today and he be understanding and not so hard on me prayers 🙏🏼

Please don’t say this is the baby already passing I feel my eyes are plying tricks and it looks like alittle hand omg my heart breaks. Idk what to do