My boyfriend has treated me worse since I’ve been pregnant. He drinks everyday and it’s like he’s here but mentally elsewhere. I have felt so alone this pregnancy and I get jealous when I see how good other girls have it. I don’t have the extra love and spoiling that you would expect from the man who’s child you’re carrying and it breaks my heart that I’m letting myself go through this… I‘m just holding on to the little bit of hope I have left that things will change once our baby is here :/