Depressed

I’m kinda feeling depressed today.. I was ok but I told my boyfriend how I was telling my step mom I start work next week and how I’m excited and it seems like an easy job (it’s at a daycare) I could be wrong but I’m just comparing it to other jobs I’ve had.. and he got snappy with me saying stop saying it’s easy you have no clue what you’ll be doing.. ya he might not be wrong I did go in for a day to see if I liked it and it just seemed low key and I liked it. It’s my first job after 6 1/2 years. I finally got the courage to find a job after struggling with anxiety and depression. I guess I’m just overly excited and proud of myself because I feel like I’ve come far. Maybe I’m just being to sensitive but he isn’t always the kindest to me. So my goal is to save up and leave. It’s hard but he’s left me with no choice. He puts me down, makes me feel like I’m not good enough, judges me because of my weight, controls me. So you know what here’s to a better year and a better me