23 and miss my family

Ever since I started dating my boyfriend he introduced me to a whole different family dynamic . My family is so chaotic … is a way that we would be communicating and messing with each other through out the day , or we are doing our own thing but in the same place , and it was never really quite .

I moved in w my boyfriends family bc we have a baby and it’s just so different it’s quite it’s lonely , if it wasn’t for my baby and my boyfriend I would go crazy in here .

His parents talk about the neighbors being noisy and the whole time that’s what my family is like 😂 so the whole time for me it’s just white noise .

It might have to do with my parents having me and my siblings two years apart from one another so it’s always felt like a full house .

I just wanted to vent bc I feel like this is something I wouldn’t bring up to anyone irl