Need of Positivity💔

Eraeyah

I'm leaving my Significant Other.... the details are irrelevant at this point. I just really sad about it and need words of encouragement! I have a 7 year old and an almost 2 year old... I am currently 5 months pregnant and finally a baby girl, which we've prayed for....

I just don't know what to do.... and how to do it. .. I know it's gunna be a day by day process.. but I'm scared... since I was not the breadwinner of the house and never was.... how do I survive for my kids... yes, I have a job and make about 40k which is relatively good in the area I live in for a single person.. but I'm getting ready to be a family of 4.... single mom of 3 soon. ... I pay 720.00 for my 1 year old daycare and soon have to pay 780 for my new infant.... my check was used for daycare and groceries.... but I can't afford two daycares plus my own household and groceries.... im going from a $110k household income to $40k and I don't want to put the daddy on child support.... I can have him pay for the new babys daycare... but still the leftover of my check ain't even enough to get us an apartment.... the apartment here cost more than our mortgage....

I just wanna figure it out on my own!! He's a great guy overall and an amazing father... but what I discovered last night... I'm just truly disgusted.... he didn't cheat on me nor was it anything criminally related.... but I don't think I can forgive this.... 😕

I just want peace for myself.